man i have some really weird + probably kind of unhealthy self worth stuff about my art

basically a hell of a lot of my self worth is based on how good i am at art and specifically if i am the best at art

it isn’t usually a problem bc i’ve never really met someone irl who was loads better at art than me?? like i was the best at art in primary school + at high school there are people as good as me but not better.. but like this makes me worried about university?? bc i don’t want to feel like shit because other people are better at art than me (although apparently my solution to this is to practise and get better a shit ton this year so idk if that’s necessarily a bad thing)

but basically what this means is i just spent 10 minutes looking up how old this one korean artist is