ugh i am so tired

this week has sucked so much. mum’s away but two of my uncles have been staying since saturday. one of them left on monday but unfortunately it was the one who is actually a better guest. which means i have general school stress + stress of other people staying here + stress of doing like all the housework myself (mum’s away, tony works literally 11-12 hours a day, my uncle doesn’t do shit) and also like. i’ve driven to school instead of taking the bus four days this week and man it suuuuuucks. the bus gives me a good two hours every day by myself but if i drive i have to concentrate on that. and like the MASSIVE PARTY it was apparently a great idea to have sunday night. like no. and also i’m getting behind on youtube videos. i am so overwhelmed by people right now.

but basically tonight i mentioned that a uni open day i wanna go to is in just over a week and tony was like OK LET’S LOOK AT FLIGHTS RIGHT NOW, DON’T CARE THAT YOU LITERALLY CAN’T DEAL WITH PEOPLE RN, LET’S DO IT, OH HEY YOU’RE BEING KIND OF RUDE, LET’S NOT GO TO THE OPEN DAY AT ALL like maybe there’s a reason i’m being rude. i don’t want to be rude i can’t help it. i did say that this was a really bad time. but apparently it’s my fault for all this???

idk