i want her to learn that steven isn’t rose, rose is gone, and her whole “live to fight” and “live to get revenge on rose” is pointless. i want homeworld to reject her, (i think the rubies are coming to capture her so she can be destroyed for failing her mission) but she survives and has to come to terms with being a failure, to come to terms with being corrupted, to come to terms with being healed by steven (i dont think she’s 100% corrupted yet and steven did mention that me might be able to help someone who’s partially corrupted), to come to terms with the fact that rose quartz is gone and her goal of revenge was never attainable and all the bad things that happened to her were her own fault
i want her realize that she isn’t perfect anymore, but she also isn’t worthless because of that. i want her to realize the same thing about the other crystal gems. i want her to apologize. i want her to realize that earth isn’t a prison, it’s freedom
honestly i want her to have such a turnaround that she becomes a crystal gem like peridot