healingsuggestions:

tthematics:

harzburgite:

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you were once toxic.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you made a couple people feel like shit.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you fucked up and were horribly arrogant and parasitic.

there’s nothing wrong with admitting you did anyone wrong, especially if you’ve learned from it. If you’re humble enough to admit it, I guarentee there’s a bit of a good person inside of you. 

those winter nights I was nothing but toxic and pathetic.

with spring came anxiety. paranoia. arrogance. running from the truth.

as summer happened what came out of it was the fucking truth. naked raw truth. acceptance. self awareness. vulnerability. learning. applying. religion. God.

and eventually, eventually came forgiveness. forgiveness in every way, shape and form. and after forgiveness came actual pure happiness. after forgiveness came, I finally was free of this toxicity.

I am finally who I want to be.

find it in yourself to realize this is/was you. find it in yourself to want to change. find it in yourself to actually change. find it in yourself to forgive whoever you need to, even if that person if you.