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_{I told myself not to think about what I’d done. Because deep
down I knew I didn’t have a choice. It was us or them. I was saving my life. Saving
Kevin. Saving Corrie. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, I just wanted my friends to
be safe. I’m still trying to figure out what’s right and what’s wrong. But in
the end, this is how it is. I had to teach myself not to think about a lot of
things. Maybe that’s why it’s hard to remember how it was, what it was like,
the time before all this.}

_{Before the war began.}