i hate the athletics carnival

it is literally a day where i do absolutely nothing, all day, and end up exhausted

at the start of the day/ when it’s sunny it is way too hot and later/when it’s cloudy it is freezing, everything (constant announcing over speakers, random music, people screaming) is too loud, literally the only thing you can do is sports, which i hate, and then the principal had to make a speech right at the end which meant i missed the early bus and had to wait half an hour for the next one

and like what am i getting out of this?? nothing. i am not getting anything. i feel like shit + miss out on some education + probably get permanently damaged hearing + now mum is going to be mad at me bc i can’t help her with anything

the only reason i go is because it’s compulsory